I know you hate me, but oh well...

I AM: quite weird
I WANT: to be truly happy
I WISH: I had someone to hold me
I HATE: Labels
I MISS: my grandpa
I FEAR: being alone
I HEAR: Blink 182 and construction
I WONDER: if I will ever truly be happy
I REGRET: wasting time
I AM NOT: willing to change for anyone besides me
I DANCE: in the rain
I SING: when no ones around
I CRY: at movies and things that touch the heart or are just too sad
I AM NOT ALWAYS: the best person
I WRITE: on myself
I CONFUSE: easily
I NEED: a hug
I SHOULD: paint my nails

x. father thinks i am: a good student
x. mother thinks i am: a waste of space
x. three things you are often complemented on: eyes, hair, shoes
x. you get embarrassed when: I cant laugh about something
x. makes you happy: Life
x. upsets you: people

yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: no
x. you like to cook: yes
x. you have a secret crush you have not shared with anyone: no, its been shared
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: my watch is 4 hours off
x. you bite your fingernails: yes
x. you believe in love: yes

Who is...?
x. the weirdest person you know: Lindsey, but she’s cool
x. the person that knows the most about you: hard to say…Kaitlyn?
x. your most overused phrase on IM: you’re such a dork
x. the last image/thought you go to sleep with: if only his arms were around me…
x. your best feature: eyes
x. favorite inside joke: goats and sheep

do you...
-take a shower everyday: yes
-think you know you've been in love: no I haven’t been in love
-want to get married: yes
-have any tattoos/where?: no but I’ve thought about it
-piercings/where?: none, and never will have any
-get motion sickness?: no
-think you're a health freak: not too much
-get along with your parents: almost always with my dad, sometimes with my mom

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF
Ryan: is Sam’s crazy friend
Rob: bobby (I don’t know a rob)
Dan: *smile* Dan Dellapenta
Tiffany: Tara M’s sister
Paul: PAULIE!!
John: amish
James: and the giant peach
Billy: joe armstrong
Nick: is my awesome brother
Patrick: Saint
Kim: that jewish girl

> SCREEN NAMES: Alt Rckr Chck, thndrfreak, Freaker421, A Dream Nvr Ends
> SIGN: Taurus
> NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown of some sort
> CURRENT HAIR COLOR: Blue
> EYE COLOR: Blue

( FAVORITES )
+ NUMBER:4
+ COLOR: Green and purple
+ DAY: Wednesday
+ MONTH: October
+ SONG: I Feel So by Boxcar Racer, Stay Together for the Kids by Blink 182, Macy’s Day Parade by Green Day, Softer to Me and Failure to Excommunicate by Relient K
+ FOOD: Philly Steak and Chees
+ SEASON: Autumn
+ DRINK: it depends
+ ALCOHOLIC: Never
VEGGIE: Onions and Olives

( PREFERENCES )
-CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Cuddle, I know, shocker
-CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot chocolate
-MILK, DARK, OR WHITE chocolate? I don’t like milk
VANILLA OR chocolate? vanilla

( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? yes..
HELPED SOMEONE? I think so
BOUGHT SOMETHING? Yes
GOTTEN SICK? No
GONE TO THE MOVIES? No
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Yes
SAID I LOVE YOU? Yes, to Kaitlyn
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? No
TALKED TO AN EX? Ha ha, I never talk to them
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? Yes
MISSED SOMEONE? Definitely
HUGGED SOMEONE? Unfortunately no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? Yes
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? No

Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug? No
2. Bungee jump? Maybe
4. Kill someone? I doubt I could
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? No
8. Parachute from a plane? Maybe
9. Walk on hot coals? No
10. Go out with someone for their looks? No
11. For their reputation? No
12. Be a vegetarian? Maybe
13. Wear plaid with stripes? Why not?
14. IM a stranger: Yes
15. Sing karaoke? Yes
17. Shoplift? Yes
18. Run a red light? No
19. Star in a porn video? No
20. Dye your hair blue? It already is blue haha
21. Be on Survivor? No
22. Wear makeup in public? Yes
23. NOT wear makeup in public? Yes
24. Cheat on a test? Maybe
25. Make someone cry? Not on purpose
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? My old math teacher maybe
27. Kick a baby? What the FUCK?!!? No
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you: Maybe later in life, but not now
29. Cuss out a priest? Yes
30. Take a job as a janitor? Probably
32. Stay up all through the night? Yes
33. Drink straight espresso? Yes